Comments on: How to Hate Yourself in 8 Easy Steps https://www.autismchrysalis.com/2023/04/01/how-to-hate-yourself-in-8-easy-steps/ Creating your autism-positive life Mon, 02 Mar 2026 18:26:26 +0000 hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.9.4 By: Heather Cook https://www.autismchrysalis.com/2023/04/01/how-to-hate-yourself-in-8-easy-steps/#comment-515 Tue, 27 Aug 2024 00:38:30 +0000 https://www.autismchrysalis.com/?p=18595#comment-515 In reply to Anonymous.

I’m curious about the part of you that is doing all this hating and hiding and hurting. How is that part trying to protect you by doing this? /gen

]]> By: Anonymous https://www.autismchrysalis.com/2023/04/01/how-to-hate-yourself-in-8-easy-steps/#comment-514 Tue, 27 Aug 2024 00:29:51 +0000 https://www.autismchrysalis.com/?p=18595#comment-514 The thing is, I actually do hate myself and this is really helpful, sometimes I just beat myself up till I can’t feel anything then keep spitting nonsense until I start to cry, then I hit myself some more till I stop crying. Then I remind myself of all the bad things I’ve done and then make others angry just so I can hear them scream that they hate me, and I deserve it. I don’t know why I do it, it feels wrong yet so right, I might be mentally sick and I don’t know what to do. I don’t wanna burden my parents with some piece of shit like me. Suicide seemed like a good option but then I tell myself that that’s the coward way and I stop myself from doing that. I hurt myself in ways that can’t be seen so it can’t be stopped, I also stop myself from falling in love for two reasons, three, one, I don’t wanna hurt the significant other, two, I don’t trust many people, and three, I’m doing it so that I suffer more. I’m sick in the head and I’m only 15. Boys like me would usually be flirting with girls so people find me weird and my parents don’t understand so yeah. Thank you for reading this and I hope you have a blessed day.

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